February 23, 2012 / 1:12PM 3 notes

A Dream is a Wish your Heart makes

Two nights ago I had this dream that I just can’t get out of my mind and the meaning behind it. In this dream somehow we found a way to bring my grandmother back to life and it was the most amazing feeling ever. Seeing her the way she used to be and being able to be with her as the new woman that I am now was the kind of happiness that I longed for. Then I find out in the midst of it all that she would soon and once again go and pass away. All of a sudden extreme sadness took over, I was heartbroken and devastated just crying my eyes out. I remember asking WHY?! Why would you bring her back if she was going to die again and have her go through it all over again?! and then it ends. 

I just can’t help but think about the meaning of that dream. It could apply to different parts of life… relationships, friendships, dreams. If God told me that I can have what I wanted for a short period of time, but ultimately it will go away would I take it? Is it worth to feel the pain again, to be hurt in that way? Or is that moment of happiness enough for a lifetime? Would it be selfish to take such an opportunity? Or is it even an opportunity? 

I’m not exactly sure why I had that dream, I feel like it was saying a lot of things to me. I know eventually there’ll be decisions that would come close to that or maybe I’m going through it now. How it will play out in the end is probably what I would be most afraid of. How much worth is temporary happiness? I still don’t know.

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